The Game.

When i inspect the current situation i laugh at how nothing fits, you act in a certain way then i act based on your action. after that the situation unravels itself , we spend the time thinking on how to fix the situation we've caused. You look at me , hear my tone of voice and explain that im no longer interested, I say you're wrong and im just tired from the long day i had, You think im hiding something and you begin to wonder what it is. Slowly you grow distant while i wonder whats going on?
After a short while we no longer talk or laugh like we used to, i ask you what is wrong and you answer " nothing" , i fear your sick, i ask if your feeling ok , you say " im fine" i believe you and let the case rest.

Somehow you're always unpleased with what you see. I am always doing something you dont agree with. i come up the stairs and can hear you turning in bed to begin acting like you are sleeping. little do you know i have watched you sleep many times and know the difference between whats real and whats fake. When you shower you cry. When i drive i am angry.

you wait for me to make the first move and i dont know you are waiting, you wait more and get restless and i begin to think this restlessness is annoyance from you to me. Because i adore you i leave.

I call to ask how you are ? and you yell. now i confirm the annoyance. So i dont call again. And you dont call. Weeks pass with no touch.

If she calls she putting herself down. If i call then im giving in to something i dont understand. she does not call because she is waiting for my call. i dont call because im sick of all this.
she still does not call because it has to come from me if i truely want her.

Does this sound familiar???
I call this "The Game" the stupid people in relationships play today with each other instead of just sitting down and confronting each other. Stop being dumb and gather up the guts to fix the problem. Who ever came up with "Game Over" was a genius!

48-05

50 years of demolition, fear and camps
homes kidnapped without a sound
families shot dead
blood washed away with bleach

50 years of anger kept in
and thinking of things i could of done at the moment
sleeping on sand
using noisy metal sheets for shelter

Every rain drop tells a story
dropping from the bright blue sky
into mud
forming puddles of misery from my own story

work is limited
wars have begun and never ended
my daughter is crying for a real toy
my heart crumbles in deception

brought her to this world for what?
to live life as a refugee envying the people with brick walls
my water is green and yellow
my food is rock hard

my brother is in prison
and my father is dead
my sister is in depression
and my mom smiles with hope

now they built a wall
separating me from my sister
a life i lived is over
and my mom is crying

what am i to do now?
break the wall with my fists
or weaken it with the acidity of my tears
i have no money/food or water

tell me is this just?
stranger walking in and kicking me out from the house my grandfather built
raised my father
and the place i was born in

why ?
Hitler killed them not us
and because he killed them , they do the SAME?
no human being could wish for another to lose a life or a family member like they did
it is just too much pain for a human being to handle

our brains and hearts malfunction if we are weak
how could they live with themselves
and raise happy children with blood on their hands
or constantly lie or hide the pain they have caused?

i don’t deny a human beings right for a home
or to live happily and have a family
neighbors and a community
but why does it have to be like this?
in this manner?

can anybody answer this question
without saying "hate", "damn","fu**ing", "racist", or even "stupid"?
i didn’t think so
u cant blame it on religion because God never wanted war or hatred between his creations

I want to love all
but i cant
please take away that reason and allow me to love all
but u wont

way too much to lose
money , land and fearful respect
for once just use your heart and senses
look at what you have done and caused

not just here , but all over the world
every color, every area and every faith
if the rulers aren’t allowing us.. TAKE THEM OUT!
and then u can love all

one should not kill millions by a few words
where are our brains and logic

Good bye and have a good day
this was my message to u
Just think about for a minute and see if it makes sense…

Time Is On Our Side

reflecting me like a mirror
everythin u own is mine
misery comes nearer
they say pain fades away with time

in ur words i doubt
pain never fades
it just changes taste
and we go on

but ur fear is hallow
Yo strong
it aint u , the world is shallow
and i aint wrong

strollin down the road of pain
we on this togetha
it aint no fame
smilin, a heart weight of a fetha

dont u get teary
in my armz u r
the world will make us weary
im hte pitch black sky and u the star

past gone
present hits
future is ours
im tellin u ... it fits.

we gotta find peace for our own
everytime i look at u , u make me smile
i kno u an angel without a throne
its ok if it takes a lil while

2pac once said " mama is a lil girl"
aint no stronger thug sentence
u dance thru life with a lil twist and curl
this world will declare its repentance

u ill always remember
amma raise hell if i forget
carved u in my soul without a number
and u were never a threat

i aint talkin bout wat u think
im just sayin ur mine for all it matters
forget the white sheet with the spot of ink
embrace light and the darkness shatters

HAHA! My life is laughin
it only gets better from here on
togetha we be residin
im the lake and u the swan

2pac saw himself as the " Rose that Grew from concrete"
i see us as the red lines of dawn. from childhood to grown ups , we are the dream of all the simple, love believing people out there..and we the role models to our seed
One Life, One Love.

To Maizy.

lil tiny maizy
with golden hair
she's shoe crazy
will give u the stare

lil tiny maizy
nomore flatness
yells, smiles and is always lazy
slit in-a-dress

"7ayateh" is her favorite word
means "my life" in arabic
cuts through a man like a sword
makes me a lil bit chronic

a proud lebanease
south is where shes from
shes talks with ease
never drank rum

perfect reader
made us all jealous
future leader
indeed very zealous

a lil annoyin from time to time
but in a cute way
makes u the wall want to climb
happy to be her friend from that day

most importantly
BUY HER SHOES
AND shes always there for me
or ull end up with a bruise

To maizy,with love
daisy in a glove
( CANT STOP RYHMING!! HAHA:P)

Takin It Back.

One five years old
drivin my green machine
heart is already cold
friends on and off and comin in between

writin more then 100 pages
my mind is goin crazy
never knew we lived in cages
cuz people are emotionally lazy

there i was livin my hope
tryin to prove myself
always watched through a scope
2 years then put on a shelf

gave u diamonds made of sweat
lights shinin at ya
u simply forget
then ask me to come getcha

my gang of 43
3,2,1 split
it ended up only 3
we aint gonna quit

parents mad at me
1 night without a home
police checkin my ID
voice in my head with an angry tone

soon enough its real
i look at u smilin
but theres nothin i feel
fuck stylin

there she stands like a fuckin mine
waitin to blow
shes justa friend of mine
go with the flow

J.M.K. laughin at night
runnin a mini world of our own
aint gonna give up without a fight
look at me im fuckin grown

triple a year in ice
flowin in the river
i aint gonna be nice
and i aint a killer

born to be a leader
from the very first minute
i know where im gonna seat' er
rollin dimes we gonna spin it

my life is always changin
i cant stop
people want me stagin
make u all drop

i know i was born for a reason
then amma be gone
in and out just like a season
BRIGHT WHITE LIGHTS
"son" goes down in the middle of dawn

i love those who cared for me
kept me smilin in the hardest times
and didnt turn on me
even if it meant committin crimes

Dear mama
now amma man
rasin a born stranger
i do understand
its musta been hard
workin mother and amma fan
havin nothin but a blank card

Dear father
my role model
and i didnt bother
from the beginin when i began to twaddle
u made me into what i am
selflessness is rule #1
never failed life's exam
trust me amma proud son

to my people
all those who care
a loyal man u will remember
see ya up there

To Family, Friends and Life
Peace.

History Lesson

I look at this world, try to understand it
people smiling at others crying
chase the money and get it, if u cant, Demand it!

W.W.I. a symbol of blind stupidity
but wait 20 million aint enough
we need W.W.II to claim insanity

People move in to a country
"others" into camps
no i mean it "Move in", literally
now a jew is happy and the world claps

Fuckin stupid wars between the 60 and the 70
people deing for no reason, president convicted of treason
but here we come to a turn of a century

flight 93 and 11, fuckin boeing 767
hits the twin towers and makes September 11

HOW RANDOM IS THAT?!!!

Embarked on a scavanger hunt for bin laden
suddenly laden's sister becomes a hit singer
budda statue crumbles under it a child standin
Iraq is in! WMD? it was a bullet not even a stinger!

Man these lies are FAT

I dont give a shit about arab conspiracy theories
but amma kill the animals for the torture picture
fuckin loners revolting against childhood furies
Smile near a naked father , FUCK U BITCH! become a butcher

i hate this world
i hate a human's twisted intention
u fuckin cold
raise the price of bread and live on a pension

Look where we got
cuz of me and u
another life taken, its just another shot
the world is run by a few

i look at this world today, cant understand it
FUCK THE WORLD, go on
put a head in another basket

>>> The leaders of the world clap and nod their head in agreement <<<

No Title.

i look at u
u look at me
i see u
what do u see?

starin u straight in the eye
i dont blink
your eyes are tellin me u tellin lies
and u startin to stink

nowhere to hide and all alone
start to cry with a heart of stone

no feelings for people like you
lost in ur felt confusion
its your own u gonna screw
in my own conclusion

the women make me feel weak
but thats about it, nothin else
told to treat em right
i know u better then u know yourselves

keep my shit off the street
laughin at enemies sight
man that image is sweet
das right , and without a fight

u just give in and surrender
no deal
once again with no defender
its just a normal feel

its now or never
click, clunk hold
3 seconds to ur sever
SPRING, HIT, BANG!
u've been sold

i look at u
u look at me
i see u
what do u see?

image changing by the second
feelin cold like a godddamn freezer
aint nothin u can reckon
fuck that i aint ur ebenezer

i myself will stay but i know u wont
began to build a life
people see me smiling but u dont
simply cut u like knife
haha!

i smile , u smile
i see , u see
too late i closed ur file
bullet in ur head like the A,B,C

i look at u
u look at me
i see u
what do u see?