Takin It Back.

One five years old
drivin my green machine
heart is already cold
friends on and off and comin in between

writin more then 100 pages
my mind is goin crazy
never knew we lived in cages
cuz people are emotionally lazy

there i was livin my hope
tryin to prove myself
always watched through a scope
2 years then put on a shelf

gave u diamonds made of sweat
lights shinin at ya
u simply forget
then ask me to come getcha

my gang of 43
3,2,1 split
it ended up only 3
we aint gonna quit

parents mad at me
1 night without a home
police checkin my ID
voice in my head with an angry tone

soon enough its real
i look at u smilin
but theres nothin i feel
fuck stylin

there she stands like a fuckin mine
waitin to blow
shes justa friend of mine
go with the flow

J.M.K. laughin at night
runnin a mini world of our own
aint gonna give up without a fight
look at me im fuckin grown

triple a year in ice
flowin in the river
i aint gonna be nice
and i aint a killer

born to be a leader
from the very first minute
i know where im gonna seat' er
rollin dimes we gonna spin it

my life is always changin
i cant stop
people want me stagin
make u all drop

i know i was born for a reason
then amma be gone
in and out just like a season
BRIGHT WHITE LIGHTS
"son" goes down in the middle of dawn

i love those who cared for me
kept me smilin in the hardest times
and didnt turn on me
even if it meant committin crimes

Dear mama
now amma man
rasin a born stranger
i do understand
its musta been hard
workin mother and amma fan
havin nothin but a blank card

Dear father
my role model
and i didnt bother
from the beginin when i began to twaddle
u made me into what i am
selflessness is rule #1
never failed life's exam
trust me amma proud son

to my people
all those who care
a loyal man u will remember
see ya up there

To Family, Friends and Life
Peace.